First I would like to say thanks for all of you who were praying for my friend who was struggling with leukemia. After weeks of fighting and getting our hopes raised and then having them crash down around us time after time Ian went to be with the Lord yesterday. While I am happy that he is with the Lord and probably teaching the angels how to square dance, my heart is still broken over the loss of a dear friend. I will miss you Ian more than I can possibly ever say.

Sometimes I still feel guilty for not doing more to protect myself and not telling anyone until it was too late.