It happened again. I knew that because I was already a victim, that I was at increased risk of it happening again. But it really did. I was at a dance event. It was supposed to be a safe community. I didn't think to question it when he wanted to take me to an abandoned part of the building. Then his fingers were inside me. I turned off.
How do I get to to the point that I don't turn off? I want to be able to firmly say "NO" and to be able to defend myself. I"m frustrated.