He should've just killed me that night but instead he let me live I have to live with what he done to me he violated my mind, body, & soul I am emotionally damged how can he just keep coming around and actting like nothing happend he knows what he did I know what he did I won't forget what he did to me it will never be the same I will never be the same I am damaged emotionally he did what he wanted and got away with I can't change the past or erase what happend it will be with me forever I'm not the same person anymore I never will be the same again... :-(