Posted: 1/14/2012 - 15 comment(s) [ Comment ] - 0 trackback(s) [ Trackback ]

My attacker came in twice and toremented me I went into the back and had a emotional breakdown.  I will me moving at the end of next month. My therapist told me when I see my attacker and I start freaking out I need to say to myself I'll leaving soon. Last night was awful the first time he came in I was in the back and my co-worker buzzed for help I saw that he was waiting in line and he was about to check out then he saw me and got out of line and lingered around in the store he had to be there for about 30 minutes it was starting to get busy so I had to help get the line down he was in the other line and he kept staring at me once it was his turn my co-worker rung him up then he left once we rung up everyone it started to slow down I went over to my suppervisor and asked her if she saw him she said yes she did and she also saw how he was looking at me she said that he is sick she thinks he's trying to get me again. A few hours later he came in again I was up front by myself and I buzzed for help as soon as he came in my co-worker came out and I told her that i'm going to take the trash out she said ok as I was emptying out the trash cans he came over and asked a question I couldn't understand what he was asking so I went over and asked what did he say "he asked if we had Tums?" I told him yeah and I showed him where it was when we went into the asile where the tums where I pointed to where it was then as I was walking away he grabbed his junk in front of me I felt so violated and sick I went into the back and brokedown and cried I even started punching the dumpster I told my suppervisor what happend. She told me to stay in the back and she went outside to help my co-worker with the line she told him to go to her line she rung him up and got him out of there she then came back in the back and she told me she thinks he was uncomfrontable because he knew that she knew something was going on. She also said when i'm in front with security cameras i'm safe and he knows that if i'm not in front of security cameras i'm not safe she said the reason why he got me away from the security cameras is so he could harass me and I won't have any edvidence on survalince and he will get away with it. This coming March will be one year since he sexually assaulted me and raped me.