Hello everyone,

there has been a change in plans again... I went to the hospital on monday as I was supposed to... But a few hours later they put me on another ward telling me that i was not yet ready for the 14 week program on their ward. They told me i should rather go in a specialized hospital.

I feel like I failed... I am so weak... So stupid...

in two weeks I have an appointment in a specialized hospital in Munich. There I will have to talk to a doctor and they will see if they can treat me there. If so I will have to go there in about two months and stay for 3 months...

Now I am still in hospital and I will be released next week probably...

I feel really bad...