I am crying right now and i cant stop.

i am so scared for my one and only best friend ever.

i am so so so sad...

Please someone tell me nothing bad is gonna happen to her... Please...

I just read an email she wrote to me in June.

I didnt see it any earlier, because i dont use that mailaccount anymore due to harassing emails that were sent there.

I just opened it once now since october last year...

I found that email and... i just... i am just so scared...

I didnt see her in almost 4 years... which makes me sad.

I want to see her...

I am so sorry i didnt notice her mail earlier...

she has been in hospital...

she is very troubled...

she has been under infusion because she wouldnt eat.

she is very sad and depressed...

i want to be there for her but i cant because she is so far away...

i want to go and see her.

she thinks i am angry with her because she didnt write for a long time. i am not, how can she even think stuff like that?

i love her so much...

and i miss her,

i just want to see her, i want to help her through all this...

please make her well again...

please let me see her...

WHY is this happening?

i cant handle it right now...

i want to be with her again...

please...