Posted: 11/10/2011 - 0 comment(s) [ Comment ] - 0 trackback(s) [ Trackback ]

I'm dancing with death late into the night,

The darkness embraces me, the end is in sight.

Dark thoughts fill my head but I feel no fear,

They comfort and calm me as death draws me near.

An end to my suffering feels seductive, alluring,

And I lose the will to wake up in the morning.

As death pulls me closer he whispers in my ear

Words that are soothing, that I've been longing to hear;

"There's no need to worry, I'll take away your pain,

And when they cross over, you'll see your loved ones again."

I look death in the eye, relax into his arms,

My mind is made up, I've fallen for his charms.

My eyelids are heavy, my muscles grow weak

And he strokes my forehead as I drift off to sleep.

Posted: 8/24/2011 - 4 comment(s) [ Comment ] - 0 trackback(s) [ Trackback ]

There's a picture of a girl

In a beautiful heart-shaped frame

That I keep next to my bedside

Lest I forget her name.

 

Her hair was sleek and shiny,

Her eyes were bright and blue,

Her rosebud lips were smiling,

Her innocence shone through.

 

The day that photo was taken

The sun lit up the sky,

Her laughter abundantly filled the room,

There was a twinkle in her eye.

 

Her happiness and friendliness

Were a joy to those she met,

She loved with all of her heart;

A heart that hadn't been broken yet.

 

Until one day, without warning,

A policeman took me aside

And broke the tragic news to me;

Last night that girl had died.

 

She had only been 19 years old,

The same age, in fact, as me.

She had her whole life ahead of her,

That now she will not see.

 

Her life had been stolen away from her

Upon the whim of an angry man,

19 short years and then she was gone;

Could this really have been God's plan?

 

I slowly look down at her body,

Flinching at each cut and bruise;

A shell of the person who once was here,

Who fought back, but was destined to lose.

 

I weep for her loss every day of my life,

Wishing that she were still here,

Hoping each phone call, each knock at the door

Would bring her to reappear.

 

These days when I look in the mirror

I sometimes see her looking back;

The blue eyes, sleek hair, rosebud lips

Appear for a moment, then crack.

 

The girl that had died that awful night

Had forever lost her soul,

Yet her body survived that vicious attack

And could never be consoled.

 

 

Posted: 8/12/2011 - 0 comment(s) [ Comment ] - 0 trackback(s) [ Trackback ]

It can't have really happened

Not to me

Not in real life

Can it?

 

I can't speak the word

The "R" word

The word that didn't happen

At least, not to me.

 

I'm sure if it had happened

People would have noticed

But they haven't

So it can't be true.

 

Perhaps I dreamt it

Or made it up for attention

Only no-one else knows

So that can't be right.

 

But it can't be true

Because no-one has noticed

Or maybe no-one cares

Or perhaps it's normal.

 

No-one speaks of it

Is it only me?

Overreacting?

Does this happen to everyone?

 

No, it can't be real

I would know if it was.

This isn't how it happens

So it can't be true.

I must be a liar.

Mustn't I?