Tonight, I went and saw this speaker with a group of my friends and we ended up being late after driving 45 minutes to get there and we didn't get to sit all together we split up in to pairs. I ended up getting a seat in the front row in this small auditorium, awesome right. No not really. I sat there for like half the speach thinking to my self everyone in the room is stairing at me. I can feel them all looking at me judging me cause I am not dressed nice and my hair is messy. I was totally just picking my self apart, a common struggle for me and the I got fed up with myself and was like, I am going to focus on the speaker and not on being freaked out about everyone watching me. and it worked. It took like fifteenminutes but it worked. I am so happy with myself I just had to share my little victory with all of you.