So I've had this phone number for free counseling advice or something from the place I work at for three weeks or more now and every day I look at it and think, "I NEED to call that number tomorrow." That's been every day for the last THREE WEEKS. I don't know why I just can't do it. I guess one problem is that its just a number-- I don't know what to expect at all with no description. Its a number for employee counseling services that deal with everything from general depression, to marital services, to alcohol/substance abuse, to personal and emotional concerns-- all very general things. I almost think I just don't want to say, "Yeah, I need someone that can help with my childhood sex abuse" out loud to a complete stranger or something. I don't know what to do. I know that's a really irrational fear and I just need to get over it and call it to see what happens. I know I need to get some kind of counseling or therapy before I go back to school, but my mind is more powerful than I thought.