I made an appointment at the counselor's office on campus today. Wow! I've seriously been telling myself that I need to do this for months now and I finally did it! However, the appointment is for tomorrow late afternoon-ish and I don't know if I could be freaking out any more. It's weird because I was kind of relieved that I did make that step, but now I'm freaking out about actually going-- I almost had an anxiety attack as I was walking back to my dorm and was so confused why since I was expecting to feel much better. Anyway, just thought I should let others know what's going on in my life and please, please, PLEASE pray for me tomorrow-- its already so scary and I can't imagine what I'll be like right before I walk through that door.

-SilentMe