So it's been decided in the begining of the year that when the school year ends i am moving to Ohio to live with my father and the rest of my family out there. I just feel that by me moving to another state to live with people that i feel TRULY love me, will be like a fresh start...which i need. I just was never happy in Indiana, and never will be. I never felt truly loved or cared for by people out here...and i see no reason to stay somewhere i feel i'm not wanted so i'm moving somewhere where i know i am wanted and loved.
As far as leaving behind the few people i DO care for in Indiana, i don't regret my decision to move to Ohio. I know they will understand because they know how i feel when i'm out here and they would want me to be happy. So as soon as the school year ends for me on June 8th (technically June 12, but i never go the last few days), my dad will come and get me and i'll never have to come back to Indiana again. I thought about visiting, for my friends, but no point. I think it will be best if when i move i cut off all contact with my friends since i won't be visiting.
So yea, between June 9 and June 16th, I should be moved to Ohio. Can't wait!! Maybe I will finally be truly happy there...
-Take care, stay strong, love ya all!! *Hugs* :) :)