As the days go by
the memories
they flood my mind .
It seems like the older I get
the more I remember
and it hurts me
but I do remember .
I remember
that day in the back of the house
Romeo
When you pushed me against the house
When you pulled down your pants
and you pulled down mine
IT almost happened that day
but luckily
that man walked by and saw us
or it would've been taken away .
I remember
That day in the basement
Dre
When we were playing
and you threw me on the bed
and you grinded on me
and you grinded hard .
That hurt me
then you heard the footsteps
and you got off of me
and ran .
And I remember
that night under the bed
Kevin
You made me hide with you
We were playing hide and go seek
but you wanted to play something else .
You did things to me
You made me do things to you
I will forever regret
what happened under that bed
I will never forget .
And I remember
that night in the closet
Ronnie
you touched me
you undressed me
you kissed me
but it wasn't on my lips
you kissed me places you shouldn't have
Why did you do that.?
And I remember
that night
the night IT happened
Ronnie
when you took it from me
something so precious
But you tricked me into likng it
I just wanted attention
and you gave it to me .
But it wasn't right.!
You were kissing me
and touching me
and when you said you love me
I just couldn't help it.!
And after that night
the night my world changed
I never wanted it again .
But you made me do it
over., and over., and over again .
And as the days go by
the memories flood my mind .
The older I get
the more i remember
and it hurts me
but I do remember .

I Am Currenty At School And I Just Wrote This Poem Off The Top Of My Brain . I Hope You Guys Like It . . . . . .

If Only You Saw Me Today

You Would Know

What Your Touches

Your Breaths

Your Moans

Your Words

What It Made Me .

If You Looked In My Eyes Today

You Would Wish You Hadn't

If You Heard My Voice

You Would Wish You Were Deaf

If You Saw My Arm

You Would Wish You Were Blind

And If You Knew What Was On My Mind ,

In My Heart

You Would Wish You Were Dead .

This is just something I wrote one day. Hope you guys like it .......

so young and confused
scared and alone
crying from the pain
when i feel them
their hands all over my body
their bodies on top of mine
my  is beating so fast
im so afraid
nowhere to run and hide
afraid of what they will do to me
if i were to tell.
i ask myself everyday
why did this happen to me ?
blaming myself
for everything they did
they just dont know
what they did to me
the damage they did
not just physically
but mentally, and emotionally
not a day goes by
that it doesnt cross my mind
i have so much anger
so much pain
and its all because of them.
they violated me
to satisfy their need
now everytime i lay down
i can feel them
everytime i close my eyes
i can see them.
im afraid to trust
because i feel that if i do
i will get hurt again.
the pleasure they got
it hurt me so bad
and it will never be forgotten.