i feel like my life is slowly improving :) i am feeling happier , my friends are  T H E  B E S T  i love them to death !! my family i still despise and yes i still hate that hell called a house i live in , but im barely there anyway ! school is just about over now so im lookin for a summer job and gettin my drivers license . im not planning to stay in the house at all , even if i just go walking , but as long as im not in the house around them im  G O O D :)

i also wanted to say that im not sure how often i will be online , because i usually log in on a school computer , but since school is over in 4 days and my computer at home isnt connected to the internet , im not sure i will be on as often , but i promise i will try to be online as often as i can !! and im still here whenever anybody need somebody to talk to !!