This is an old diary entry I found that I wrote over a year ago. I just thought I might share it.
I won`t be impatient. I won`t be greedy. I won`t give up. Because everyone takes things step by step. I`m not the only one in pain.
Not having others understand, not understanding others, both of those are awful. My life is like a blossoming flower. From the start of my youth, I want to have no regrets and treasure it.
[friend], in my heart, there always exists the [friend] that believes in me. I`m sorry for always making you worry.
Why did *he* choose me? Fate. It can`t be put into words. You can`t make people accept it. I want to make a time machine to go back to the past. If it wasn`t for him, maybe I could have succeeded in love. I want to be hugged tightly by someone. I already don`t want to say that I want to go back to that day. I want to accept the me right now, and live on.
Even though I will also be hurt by heartless glances, I also understand that at the same time gentle glances exxist. Even though it`s like this, I still want to be here. Because here, this is the place I exist.
What is wrong with falling down? Because as long as I stand up again, it`ll be just fine. If you look up at the sky after falling down, the blue sky is also today, stretching forever and smiling at me.
People shouldn`t dwell on the past. It`s enough to try your best in all you`re doing now.