I GOT THE JOB!!

Ok so you know how I was all stressed out about having no money, no job and maybe being pregnant and without a job? Well part of that has been solved!! GOT THE JOB!!! I have orientation (or training as others would call it) on Sunday night, from there my first available shift is Wednesday of march break. Yes I'm working all march break.. but frankly I don't give a crap I need money... Thankfully I had enough money and I've bought a pregnancy test. I will be taking it tomorrow at some point and will let everyone who is concerned what the results are. Only issue is now I have to repair my laptop because Kurt's (my boyfriend's) dog chewed my laptop charging cord. It still works but sparks every so often and if it moves and does something stupid it won't give the power to my laptop... small issue when my laptop decides it's going to do an update and drain my battery without me telling it....

That's all for now.... I'll let everyone know the results tomorrow, as well as keep you guys updated on how the job goes after the first few days!

 So yesterday my new boyfriend and his family took me to this local festival. It was an italian festival held by the local Italian Canadian Club. First of all WHAT IS WITH ROLLING CHEESE DOWN A STREET?! I don't get it!!!! That was one of the events that was held that my boyfriends brothers participated in. I'm not sure why they do it but it was kind of fun(ny) Managed to avoid heat/sun stroke (yay) and I think even his brothers love me! But we're one day closer to him leaving for Ireland. I'm happy he's going, I've heard all sorts of stories from people who've gone to Ireland and that it's really fun. It's hard for me because I get attached really easily to people which will make Friday really hard for me. I seem to have gotten a little burnt but that's fine, because I'm a person who doesn't burn too badly but when I do it turns right into a nice tan. I'm really happy things went really well yesterday and I even have some awesome cheese at my house....yes the cheese was rolled down a street, still weird to me but hey it's good cheese!!

So it's mother's day this weekend. This means my father (father to the person who raped me) is having the family over. This also includes the guy who raped me. I'm scared. Everytime he's in my house I'm terrified. I spend hours locked in my room with the dead bolt locked. More often than not it turns to me cutting. I want to enjoy mother's day with my mom because she's helped me through all of this. She's been the only thing that was constant in my life when it seemed like I had no control. Wish me luck for this weekend.