You know...up until recently...I never thought I was beautiful.......

I never thought I was worth anything....

And it wasnt only because of what happend with my Brother...but because of my Mom....and the children at school.

And...pretty much my whole life...I just.... was never good enough

I truely believe thats begining to change.

I have the most amazing people in my life pulling me out of the darkness.

I finally feel beautiful....

I feel like im worth something...

Like im good enough for him....

For my bestfriend

My Mom.

It seems so crazy....but...ever since this Angel has come into my life....everythings gottan brighter....

My Mom told me just a few days ago..that she has never seen me so happy...that im actually livable now. She said with the way I was...we were always at each others throat and screaming.....now it doesnt happen....

She doesnt say hardly any of the bad things she use too.....sometimes...but....im almost to the point where the words of someone else are speaking louder

I think im finally healing.

Healing all of my life...

Starting new.

Starting right......

Im going to be happy...

And its honestly the best feeling I've ever experienced.

Im going to be okay.

I can be sure that im going to have my set backs...and more then likely everyone here will read about them.

But....I think all in all....im on my way

Im changing my status today

I hope everyone can get there too.

Good luck.

Thanks for reading..

Take care