Hey guys,

Umm...okay...im not really sure where to begin.....

Well recently things with my parents have gone way down hill, as im sure you realize if you've read my other messages. Recently the thing with me getting help was the problem. Well today was my first appointment with the psychologist......it was...really scary..im not gonna lie

My sister took me...and she was really supportive...helping me fill out my paper work and what not. Then when she actually called me back....we kinda just started with the basics...asking questions to fill out my file and stuff. We got into my major problems, just an over view. She said that I definatly have PTSD (Which I told my parents years ago) and she suggested that I see my doctor so I can get put on antidepressants. She said we have a LOT of work to do, so I now have a weekly session. I dont really know if this is going to help...but I seriously hope so....its getting harder...hopefully she can stop my next breakdown before I get to that point.....

Take care..

I'll update soon