I lost you before I could even meet you

Before I could hold you in my arms and kiss away tears....

Before I could see those beauitul eyes or hear that sweet laugh....

I lost you

And I miss you.

I miss how June 24th and Febuary 14th will never be the same

Because they are the days I lost you, and the day I should have had you

I miss the chance I could have had when you were born....

The life you WOULD have had.....but wont.

And I hate that I didnt protect that life.

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I wish I could make it right....

That in a few days I will feel you small and safe in my arms....

But I wont....I wont and I want too.

Its not fair....

I miss you