So guys....

Long time no talk. Guess I have been so busy with things I havent been coming on here as often as I should. I miss it sometimes....just coming on here to vent and tell another peice of myself and feel better.

Well I think everyone will be happy to know things are going very well for me. Me and my boyfriend just past our two year Anniversary and we are happier then ever. For more then one reason.

We just found out that we are expecting a baby. I am not far along but we are very happy. I found out at the begining of this week and have been on pins and needles since. Freakiing out and worrying and then being so excited I cant stand it. Its very confusing lol

But anyway....I have been working a lot lately, hardly really having days off, and my boyfriend the same. We are saving money as of right now and hopefully things are going to go as planned and hopefully not as last year when I experienced my miscarriage. That made Mothers day a very hard ordeal for me. 

Him and I should be getting married here in a few months once im a bit farther along and out of the danger zone.

Lots has changed in me since I started coming on this site. My past has slowly become a scar that only burns from time to time. But I have my days. Im actually scared about whats gonna come up later in my pregnancy...wondering if somethings gonna happen to them like me...or like so many others...but I suppose I will cross that bridge when I come to it.

I miss all of my friends here dearly.....

Im sorry I havent been around as much as I use too :( I will try to come on here at least a few times a week

I love and miss you all.

Take care