im going to therapy this wednesday. and well im scared i really am. i havent been to a theripast for a good five years and even than all i did was play. the only reason i went than was because so many deaths had happened that year. i lost most of everything i had back than. since the last time i went to therapy ive supressed everything supposply "moved on". when honestly i havent moved on at all. im still dealing with all the deaths and being raped. realizing that all of it had a big impact on my life. since im older i know now that this has been controlling my life. i dont know what to do though cause ive never told anyone. ive always done the whole fake it and youll make it theory. it worked for awhile... i just what do i talk about? how do i start out? i would appreciate any advice. thank you for taking your time to read this.

love,

babidoll