I was thinking about everything last night...after suffering with eating disorder problems all last year, I realised I cant remember the last time I binged on food. Im really happy about that. Now to work on the whole self love thing... I went to the Dr about not being able to lose weight, 10 or so tests later they said it was PCOS. Meaning the only way to get rid of some of the rubbish symptoms I have are to lose weight, when the entire syndrome makes losing weight nearly impossible. Its a catch-22 thing, but with an already crappy self esteem, i'm gonna have to accept being overweight (UK size 22)