so im new on here but this website is for healing and i do want to heal i'v bottled it up for so long and my family doesnt know becuase well my family could send me back to the adoption unit anytime they feel so i am always at a temporary home till im 18 then i will live on my own or my with my biological brother the last member of my family left. my mom died of cancer, my dad i dont know who it is becuase after he got my mom knocked up he split from the family. my family used to consist of my two twin older brothers one named jason the other one jessi. jason died over in iraq jessi is still living and i see him every few months. jessi(alive)27 jason(dead) 27, then there is my older sister heather who commited suicide in august she was 22 years old. then there is me(summer,16, alive) then there was lilli( my twin,16, dead) my twin lilli comitted suicide after she was raped by her now ex-bf now there are uncles and aunts and cousins but they dont talk to us. jessi and i are the two sibilings left.