I had a long awaited fight with my ex-friend tonight and she decided to throw the fact that i was sexually abused in my face!. I'm angry and upset, I don't know what to do but hurt myself. She crossed the line and basically didn't care how bad that hurt me. I'm trying really hard not letting things people say affect me, but how can someone i thought i trusted can throw somethng like that in my face. I'm pissed!! and I don't know how to handle it. ughh!!!! I can't trust people no more. My wall will go up once again.