To all My brothers and Sisters,We all come from different walks of life, we have come this far in our paths and struggles that at times we forget how we got to this point and yet there are so many on this planet that are so lost that l wish we could take the time and really look at the friends and family we have, a lot of you do not know who l am but l have been through cancer for 4 times and in November of 2009 the day before thanksgiving they removed my left arm pit and they cancer lump was all over,my strenghth comes in who believed in me and l can tell you l am very in my faith but l do believe if l couldn't have done anyof this if God didn't send me certain people that l have met  it was the words and it was more then that it was the ablity in trusting in my inner core of my soul the last words that was said to me  if you believe in something  then you have to give it away for you  to get what is need for you  so l took what l friend in FB said and l gave it away and l recieved a wonder of confusion and was wondering when l was going to recieve what l gave away, so l put it out my mind and then l recieve something that nobody can give but in believing in what was always there and thats trusting and direction for life and l got the best gift that and thats my life with out cancer and my recovery has been such pain but it was all of you that kept me going, it was you that had wonderful words and thought to all, so l have learn one thing during my battle there will always be someone else alot worst then what you have gone through/or yourself you have to love yourself in order for others to love you  you are the example of all the followers in this planet  Your words are a flashlight to light the path ahead of us and keep me  from stumbling, Be with wise men and become wise Be with evil men and become evil,There are friends who pretend to be friends but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother l hope my story will give you the same strenghth in believing in what can be so sweet and so wonderful that your testamony can be share  We all strruggle,feel depress,worry,frustration and impatience and thats ok to feel like that but remember that will always be someone like me that will be there to tell you that you are my sister or brother and l love you and we will walk through that stuggle together l love each and everyone of you are all are so special and l have you  next to my wing when you need to talk just look me up and l will be there love you

It was in 1991, In a small town on a miltary base which we live in. My son was 3 years old and he was riding his bike by some garages where we park our cars. There was other children with there moms out. I told my son I need to do in to use the restroom that my neighbor would be watching I went in the apartment and was gone no mopre then 5 minutes and when I got outside I ask my neighbor where is my son and she said he around the garage I went to see where by the garages and all I saw was his and my son was gone. I yelled for him and so did the other moms well 30 minutes went by and nothing I was beside myself, because my husband was overseas and I didn't really know anybody but that one neighbor her son plays with my son and she couldn't find her son well I was so hopeless because my son was only 3 yrs old and her son was 5yrs old we ended to call the police and there were 20 police car (mps) and My husband unit came to help a search for two children missing I was interview and so was the other mother well the search got bigger and they put the base on lock down. I ended in call my own family that lived in the midwest to come as soon as they could come They ended to call the american red cross to call my husband that theres emergency at home but they didn't explain so he didn't come home like killing someone in fact he thought that l was sick well we are now talking about 2days has gone by and the seach parties teamed up in 8 hour on 8hours off but 4 teams to keep my mind as much off what was happening the command wanted mr make food for the search parties which they would bring me the food and l would make with the other mom that had her child missing but it was the hardest part of my life when l was young on the 5th day they found the 2 boys tighted up in a double locked garage both boys need the hosptal and they wouldn't let me see my son because of the type abuse and condition of the garage my son and the other boy left to hosptal  and the police sat us down and said that both boys were sexual abuse, they were burn from cigar mark from the waist up and they haven't eaten or drink for those and they were in bad shape so they wanted us to wait until the doctor got to see the boys and that we had some type of support from a medical staff.We did what we were told and when we got to see our children . we were airlifted to northern hosptal in the bay area for the degree of the burns. well l knew that my husband was on his way and how my son looked was so bad that l didn't know what to do but to pray so l got on my hands and knees and l was talking out loud in helping us to get through this and that my son will heal and have a less memory of what this man did to him or the other boys my son was asleep and l just continued to pray with my arms up in the air and someone grab my hands and said YOU DO NOT HAVE TO WORRY WHAT HAS HAPPEN TO YOUR WON'T MAKE HIM LESS OF A MAN AND YOU NEED TO KEEP THE FAITH when he got done and walked toward my son it was Michael Jackson and my heart was beating really fast and he helped me up and we gave each other hugs Michael was so wonderful and very caring l realize that alot of people dislike Michael for the 1993 and 2003 toward children but l can asure everyone thats not what l saw or feel. He talked me and l had to explain to him what happen like l'm sharing with you He was crying and  holding my hands he was so shy and very soft voice his kindness was so real that l thought l was sleeping. That day has changed my life for ever  Michael Jackson made me to be a different women that l am today he taught me in order to understand what your went through you have to forgive the man that did this to your son because your son won't heal if there isn't any love once you do that  you will see the joy that your son has toward you loving but forgiving heart . Now my son is 21yrs old and he remembers he was in the hosptal and met Michael Jackson and how michael played and give him a kiss on his forehead but through counciling he realizing about the abuse and MJ was correct about the forgiving heart for healing  so l say its hard what ones go through but in order for you to have closure or  healing you must forgive now the man that did this to my son is in a jail on a base on the east coast finshing his sentence but will serve at least 3 to 4  yrs on the outside of the base so all togther is 28 yrs behind bars and the healing started when they got this man sentence  and my son is the man today and he been paying it forward in the way mj did for him  so share the peace and love to all  this world is in its last days and we can't waste time because we can make that diffence   love you all