...and there was something I was hoping would happen by today. I told myself that if it didn't happen by today, I would do something.......

I can't say what the first thing is I am talking about (lol), but I can say what the second thing is.

When I joined a year ago, I claimed to be a Supporter (I AM!!!!), but was actually a Survivor disguised as a Supporter. Over the course of this year, I have gone through so many wonderful (and many not-so-wonderful) things, and have opened up more than I ever have in my entire life. I've told everyone about what happened to me when I was little. I told everyone about what happened in 2007. I told my closest friends (most of whom are people I met on here) about things I never thought I'd tell anyone. I am forever grateful to this site and hope to make some sort of difference on here eventually.

What I am getting at is, this is a big day for me (I know it sounds corny, but I look at this as a sort of holiday for me), and I want to let it be known to everyone on this site and elsewhere that the moment I post this, I will be changing my profile from a Supporter account to a Survivor account.

Now I am shaking....