wow its been forever!! well thought id come on and give this a real chance. alot has happened since i left this site. i never took the meds i was supposed to take. im actually doing great surprisingly. im healing on my own. unfortunately my relationship fell apart but its repairing itself little by little. ive changed alot and im very happy bout that =). im not dependent on anyone to help me anymore. ive gotten throu a huge bump in the road and i feel accomplished and amazing. yea theres still a hole in my chest from my past but i honestly think its getting filled back in. i no longer give this man power over my life nor the power to make me miserable. i do not dwell on the past at all, its all behind me. i also thank god for the amazing strength that i have recieved. my daughter is very well. shes on vacation in dominican republic with family. very well loved and missed. i can say i will definitely be the mother she deserves and needs. my hubby is great. we work on our problems everyday and we are mending the broken pieces.. all will be fine from now on im sure of it.. thank you for listening, and thank you for the support you have ever given me.
till next time Nani aka KayCee( new name i go by.)