been sooo long since ive wrote. so much happened in that time. i believe ive almost fully recovered from my past. my daughter is now 3 weeks shy of turning 4 years old. i also got married 2 weeks ago and went on a nice long vacation. been actively working for the past four months. i know its hard but i honestly let go of my past and can think about it n not cry anymore!! i thank god everyday for the strength he has given me. thank u for listening..