Why try and help me,

Why try and care for me,

So much anger inside,

So much danger beside,

Im to bad to help,

So fucked up inside,

I dont wont to hurt,

i wont to help your hurt,

Dont fuck me around,

Dont im bound,

To be in pain,

Nothing to gain,

Just feel the pain,

With nowt to gain,

I live in pain,

I live with dread,

Im little and dead,

Your little not dead,

You are strong,

You are bright,

Just carry the fight,

You are bright and free,

You try and be free,

I try and be free,

Not easy being free,

linda

The little one is scared,

The big one is scared,

They dd not care,

They dont care now,

Why should they care,

Why should they dare,

 am no good,

Just a piece of wood,

Hallow and bare,

No one cares,

This cross to bare,

When no one cares,

I be no good,

Just a piece of wood,

Very small sex toy,

Just have your joy,

Im just a toy,

For you to enjoy,

Im only six,

You wont your fix,

You fuck my life,

i  have no life,

You always said,

Not me some one else,

There was no one else,

Just little me,

Go have your fix,

Enjoy your fix,

Just fuck the toy,

For you to enjoy,

The toy is young,

You like then young,

She wll not tell,

It was her fault,

All filled with guilt,

All filled with hate,

Im not your mate,

Im just a chld,

linda

So small and your daughter,

So small and you hurt her,

But why shes your daughter,

So why did you hurt her,

You may be dead,

Your daughter feels dead,

So why when in bed,

Did you have to hurt her,

After all shes you daughter,

To love not to hurt her,

Your are her father,

Take care of your daughter,

you dont have to hurt her,

Why did you not love her,

You had to hurt her,

Shes only your daughter,

To love and to hold her,

As father and daughter,

Not father and sex toy,

She daughter not sex toy,

To love and cherish,

Not play  with and tarnsh,

Shes small and little,

Not a game like skittles,

So small and alone,

Alone and feels dead,

Like you are all dead,

She to youg to be dead,

Shes dead in her head.

linda

Its time for bed

Go lay your head

Its time to sleep

For child of six

You are so young

You need to be strong

Its time of night

The time is freight

Footsteps you hear

Hes getting near

He now appears

You try to hide

But cant not hide

A child of six

He gets his fix

You have to touch him

He then touches you

He should not touch you

He says its ok

You lay there scared

now will he dare

Its time for sex

But im only six

i need my fix

Who cares your six

The child cant sleep

Its only bad dreams

Thats what you say

so dry your eyes

and go byebyes

Next time you know

he wont be alone

At age of nine

its time for more

Its not just one

then open the door

Its time for three

Why is it three

it is no fun

when on your own

so make it fun

more is fun

Three it will be

But the child is scared

the child is scar

why do you care

you do not care

cause no one cares

you face the fear

its not clear

Why it appears

you are a child

Who grows up fast

maybe outcast

no one cares

for night of fear.

linda

like the child waiting in the night

for warm hards and armsto wrap

themselves around your loanliness

to spend yourself in tears of suddensafty and love

we,too, in the darknessof self unloved

unanchored,abandoned,and deined

still sumon with silent cries

the ancient hope

the old sure magic of wontedness

The child does live with in me

with the eager hurt of innocience of bewilderd

and betrayed, ah the painfull paradox

to feel the secure,and know they is none

drived by old dreams, pale yet powerful

try to remember the soft dear touch of love

we wait, we always wait

its forgotten- that nameless need

they have beaten from the wasted hearts

like some unshaped evil force

it beackons, crowds are reality

blunts stiff reasons

are i grotesque with helpless wanting

turning my mind,inwards and backwards

dull to is the pain with young memories

that are weaken and defy

submit then die

we do not live

we wait in such unhope

linda