i should more say "why doesnt my family get it?" i mean, i have finally flat out told them what i need from them and they are still ignoring it. why? its a huge slap in the face. it makes me feel like i dont matter, that this issue doesnt matter. it wasnt a horrible request. i jsut wanted them to join my website and show support. they say they read it every chance they get, but they wont just become a memeber. its a lot like this site, free, so tehre is nothing to do but register..but they still wont. it means the world to me. it i ssomething i am wanting for their support...but no. i dont get it.
why is it what i do to heal, to work through all of this, to commit in changing the world's views on sexual abuse my family can't support? they are so worried about thier dirty laundry being spread that they cant think about the great stuff i am working on. or more importantly that i am a survivor and they cant change it.