Posted: 3/4/2008 - 0 comment(s) [ Comment ] - 0 trackback(s) [ Trackback ]
My grandfather molested me as a young girl, and made me to feel ashamed and disgusting. I struggled for many many years thinking I had somehow caused this. He was a drunk, and I thought growing up that somehow he mistook me for my grandmother - a ridiculous thought looking back, but something I worried about secretly and in shame for far too long. I was under the age of 10 at the time, not at all someone to be mistaken for an adult woman.

This is not my fault. He took something from me, he violated me, and he did this TO me, I was not a willing participant. I didn`t even understand what was going on at the time. It is still difficult to distinguish what he did to me - which was very bad and a violation, and any enjoyment from intimate relations now... but I am healing slowly.

I will forever hate him for what he took from me.

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