We are in the last house of my abuse as a child. I am in the kitchen about 11 years old and I hear my sister screaming. I come running towards the screaming to see her on the stairs that go up to our rooms. She is laying on them while my dad is in full fists hitting her. My mother is standing there trying to stop him, but as she grabs his arms he hits her too. I don't know what to do, he is hurting my sister. I start to cry and scream at him to stop hitting my sister. No one is listening but my sister keeps on saying to him," go ahead hit me kill me, I don't care, does this make you feel like a man by hitting go ahead hit me." I scream at my father for him to stop, my sister and dad at the same time tell me to "shut the hell up." He finally stops, he walks away, my sister runs up to her room, my mom walks away, I stand there not knowing what to do.

My sister is 40 years old now. She does remember much as a child. She suffers from M.S. She was hit with it almost 10 years agoe. I do love her very much but, I do have alot of resentment towards her for a few things from our childhood to adulthood. She is my sister though and know matter what I will love her forever.