I close my eyes
And there you are
You’re always there
You’re never late
You feel so real
Your every move
Your unwanted touch
I see you too
I open my eyes
I bang my head
You still remain
And so does your touch
I feel sick
I can not breathe
My legs are shaky
I dare not move
You’re happening again
And I can not scream
I am silent
I am still
I want to cry
I want to run
I want to feel safe
I want to forget what was done
Videos of you
Keep me up in the night
Leave me in the pain
Of my six year old self