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Dark Voices

Posted: 8/3/2009 - 1 comment(s) [ Comment ] - 0 trackback(s) [ Trackback ]

Category: Thoughts and Poems

Can you hear those voices?

Those voices in my head

They are getting louder

It’s very hard to think

My mind is running wild now

Telling me awful things

Its time to let out

What’s happening within

I take a sharp blade

I rest it on my wrist

Its time to hurt myself

Its time to pay for what they did

I move the blade quickly across my skin

I leave a deep wound to represent the pain within

I know this won’t fix my problems

But it distracts me from my mind

I can feel a different pain

A pain that is a relief from the pain I feel inside

My mind slowly comes back to me

The voices begin to fade

Now I am angry at myself

For picking up that blade

I know it’s not the answer

But it sure did feel that way

I bandage up the wound

I wear a jumper to go out

I must hide the pain

I must keep it all inside

Society silences this very thing

Society allows the silence to eat up the very me

I don’t want to hurt myself

But at the moment I’m hanging by a thread

wondergirl