I can't stop showering. i feel so dirty. it doesn't matter how many times i shower or for how long. I still feel dirty.
I have also been sleeping in my cupboard the last few nights because i have been so scared with flashbacks, and noises in the house. i am so jumpy. been jumping at everything. i am so afraid.. i just want to feel safe...
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!?!