I have a dream

That I will swallow lots of pills
And never wake again

I can’t fight no more
The memories are too real
The pain is too much

I have an obsession
I want to close my eyes
And fade out of the World

I was eight years old
When I first wanted to die
I guess some things never change

I wish I wanted life
Because then no one else will hurt
But it feels like I’ll never mend

They say that time will heal
But how long do I have to wait
For this pain to ease