She in the guest bedroom

Just sitting on the floor
She’s playing with toy cars
When he enters the room
She hears the door click
His locked it behind
She suddenly feels scared
She knows what he wants
He picks her off the floor
And throws her down on the bed
She feels her heart race
Its happening again
Her eyes water up
But the tears just won’t fall
She looks around the room
She doesn’t want to see his face
She passes a glimpse at him
But she quickly looks away
I’m looking down at her
The little girl on the bed
Her face is full of fear
But that doesn’t stop him
He takes off her pants
He forces his way inn
She is so little
And he is so big
It really does hurt
And his not even inn
He doesn’t give up
He makes his way inn
She lays there in pain
Yet she can’t seem to scream
She doesn’t put up a fight
She doesn’t even say no
She wants him to stop
But she too afraid to ask
He breathes loudly
He has finished with her
He tells her to put on her clothes
Then he exits the room
She sits on the bed
What just happened to me?
She goes to the bathroom
She sees all the blood
She doesn’t know why
But shes too afraid to ask
Apart of her just died
Just like all the other times
He stripped away her innocence
Without a care in the World
I lay on my bed
I don’t want to close my eyes
I don’t want to see that awful time
I don’t want to cry
I hold my teddy close
Till the memory comes to an end
But a part of me is still dead
I just want to feel alive

She’s dying
Why can’t anyone see she’s crying
Her head is to the floor
She can’t get up no more

She’s losing control
She grabs all her pills
She swallows them all
She doesn’t want to see another day

Sirens are getting loud
They have come to save her life
But she doesn’t understand
She never asked to be saved

They move in quick
She must get to a hospital
They take her away
She doesn’t even have a say

The girl stops breathing
But they have a machine to save her
The machine breathes for her
She might just be okay

Shes in a coma
Her life is on shaky ground
Everyone is praying she will be okay
But she doesn’t wish for it to be that way

She wakes up
Shes physically okay
But mentally shes a mess
She wishes her life weren’t okay

Another failed attempt
I’m still here breathing
I need someone to save me
Before I fade away

I need a doctor
I want to swallow pills
And make this life end

Call my psychologist
The pain is too much
I can’t keep holding on

Help me
I’m losing control
Please let me go

Swallow Pills
Forget the life you have
This is the end

I’m fading
Can’t you see
Death is beating me

Pass me a blade
I need to see the blood pour
I need this pain to end

I’m sorry
To leave you with this pain
But this is the end