Brothers and sisters...I am totally sick to my stomach and angry enough to kill. I just heard about a guy here in the states who received a 1yr prison term for raping a 4yr old girl. Time already served in jail will be taken off his sentence so it will be less than an actual year. As i told a friend here, it makes you just want to give up.. Why bother...until the justice system stops rewarding the offenders and starts taking up for the abused...there will never be any end to this. Of course i know better..this site helps us...and THANKS FOREVER to DAVID on our behalf. I depend on this site for my strength and courage. We are all we have as a voice. I'm so damn angry that i could well...let's not go there. I do NOT believe that an abuser can be re-habilitated and certainly not a pedophile. Yet over and over they get slapped on the wrist...we get slammed on the heart and nothing changes. I'm realist enough to understand that this stuff has gone on since man first walked the earth but if a country with supposed moral values can't or won't stand up ...where can i turn. I don't know what it will take to wake the judicial system in this country or the world. I need all of you guys now...to keep me from going totally off the deep end with the rage i am feeling. I do know that one day...THE JUDGE of all will sentence them to what they deserve but it's hard right now for me to wait on HIM. Forgive me Lord for wanting to take this into my own hands...but i truly want to take this guy out. I see everyday the damage and blood left by abusers...reading your posts always shows the carnage they cause and i do try to be supportive and upbeat...so dear ones...forgive me that today...I WANT TO HURT THIS MAN SO BAD and as to the judge...words can't express what i want to happen to him... I am just praying that God will sooth my anger. Don't let my rant set any of you back please. I truly believe that we will make a difference...it's just that this hit so very close to home that my strength is very low.
ANY IDEAS on how to make our voice heard in this particular case? Please dear ones...don't loose hope...i'll get it back in a bit...but i so needed to just be angry and rant. Forgive me for failing you on this.
peace and love
z
