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Posted 1 year(s) ago by Sean
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Hi, none of you know me, I typically keep to myself and a couple of friends I chat with here. But I've been on here since the beginning of last year...anyway: Listen, I remember this site used to be a place were people came to get support from eachother. From people that have been through the same nightmares. I dont look at the message board often, I'm quite busy as I am a Marine. But I just want to say that I find it dissappointing when I see so m...
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Posted 1 year(s) ago by Iluv2smile
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ok I decided to e-mail my local police department and tell them what happend I was sexually assaulted almost four months ago by this guy that I know and ever since it happend I haven't been the same the trauma is to much to handel sometimes I won't know what the outcome will be unless I try...
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Posted 1 year(s) ago by Iluv2smile
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I was talking to my counseler and I told her I don't understand why did he wanted me to stay awake while he did what he did instead of doing it ifI was passed out. She told me it maybe because he wants to think that you will enjoy it so he can enjoy it that's so he can get his sexual satisfation that's why he kept you awake. that helps me understand it now when I look back at it. H e asked me if I liked it . Days later after the rape he me at the store I worked at and ...
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Posted 2 year(s) ago by strongmelanie
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I'm on a medical leave from work right now due to sickness. I'm not sure what the problem might be. I have been having seizures. This is scary shit. So frustrated and concerned about my health. Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers right now. I really need it.
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Posted 2 year(s) ago by claralizabella
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I was raped recently, I can't tell anyone around me as I am too scared that they will be disgusted with me, or just not believe me. I'm very stressed about it, as I can not get away from the situation where it happened, and so am afraid it will happen again. I don't know what to do, I feel trapped, like for now there is no other choice. I am in pain still, I know I should go to the Dr, but I am too scared to go out of the house much, and anyway, I am too embarassed to...
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Posted 2 year(s) ago by lsabel
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i realize that all of us been through a lot but to be cure we need to reach out and tell ourselves is our faults or its there .Well l am here to tell you that it not your problem and granted you did you through it and it hurt beyond anything but stop and look at what you have been through and see if you can claim what that person did to you or step back and just take attention,l have been through cancer sincer 2001 and l thought it was everybody fault in what l choice to go...
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Posted 2 year(s) ago by Purfect Imperfection
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It's been over 4 years now and everytime I try to move on, something brings it all back up. I was dealing with the trial for about 2.5 - 3 years. Then he got sentenced - for distributing alcohol to a minor - as if what he did to me wasn't anything! Then he got released. Next thing I know, I hear that my ex best friend/sister has moved in with him. by herself. Am I going to struggle with this for the rest of my life?
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Posted 2 year(s) ago by untouchedsoul73
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I have finally decided to place myself in to the hospital. Therefore I will not be on here for quite some time. Thank you for all of the support. I'll be thinking of all of you often and the advice you have given me. Thank you again. It means a to me...thank you.
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Posted 2 year(s) ago by nocomment
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to who it may concern (david ian or mande) i am haveing some trouble with my profile when i log in it says i have 3 new updates two for a group invite the rest new messages however i always delete my old messages and when i try to check my messages there are none also the group does not seem to exist the red update bubble has been there over two months how do i reset my profile to get rid of it or can you do it? thanks so much no comment
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Posted 2 year(s) ago by lsabel
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Last November 2009, the doctors told me that l have cancer that they needed to remove the whole arm pit on the left side he told me that we will be on the or at least 10 hours and l did that all myself ,my own family didn't stay or call until the nuse said she is ready to pick up like l was n order at a fast food Well the operation was done and l got lypdema really bad and lam in pain 24/24 a day and l can't sleep when l do and wake up l do not feel my arm so l went to my doc...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by marfafilms
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I just looked up Points With Purpose on Wikipedia. I'm always telling people that everything is on Wikipedia, but I was just proven wrong. PWP is not on Wikipedia. This really worries me! there needs to be Wikipedia article about Points with Purpose! I'm asking that either someone on here writie it, or I will do it. I know I'm not exactly the most qualified person to writie the Wikipdeia entry (nor am I even slightly qualified), but if no one else will write the Wikipedia arit...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by marfafilms
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I am a member on several other "help" sites, and there is one message that I see on almost every one of them, posted by different people. I've gone around flagging all of them (because there is no way that it is possible to be real, the number of tiems I have seen it pop up). It is sad that people use "help" sites for thier own selfish purposes. The message I have been flagging is as follows: Hello…I am an Indian girl staying in sharjah. i Have taken loan from peo...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by ObviousCat
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http://www.ottawapolice.ca/en/mediaroom/newsreleases/10-03-16/cc542a1a-f646-4dd0-9048-1b8ee26c470c.aspx I know this has been going on for a while, but I just have to update now. I'm terrified of what this man has done to me and what he means to me and my healing process. The fact that he is not off the streets, unable to hurt others keeps me awake at night. I'm so tired but I can't get to sleep thinking about it and what has happened to so many children. Its a sic...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by paulam
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Can I just ask if anyone has experience of being emotionally blackmailed ? I cant go into details right now, I just need some input, thanks, Paula
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by marfafilms
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The following is from the abilene Reporter News. ( http://www.reporternews.com/news/2010/feb/09/abilene-crime-rate-up-54-percent/ ) Rape and drug abuse each increased more than 30 percent in Abilene in 2009 , while the overall crime rate was up 5.4 percent. The Abilene Police Department released crime statistics this week that are submitted annually through the FBI’s Uniform Crime Reporting Program. After overall crime and violent offenses decreased betwee...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by Ducttapedrose
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So I've been wondering for a while if maybe there was abuse when I was really young that I just couldn't remember. I have no memories that directly suggest abuse, just a few that are kind of suggestive that something was wrong. I remember (before the abuse happened) when I was less than six years old, engaging in dangerous and possibly self-harmful behavior...not cutting, but risky things, like going near dogs that were known to bite, and similar actions. I wanted so badly to be sp...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by mandee32
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Hi everyone I haven't seen Silverstar on here and would like to know if anyone knows what happened and if she is alright? I wanted to speak with her so if anyone can contact her please let her know I'd like to message her. Thanks! Blessings, Mandee
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by icouldbeyourhuckleberry
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some advice i offered another survivor and may help some of you out... good luck... Flashbacks are nasty little f**kers and the things I learnt from them was to realise I was not in one reality but TWO when the...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by Grinfkd
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I found that writing did help. Thank you NeroTouNnsiou. I wrote a blog and set it to private. I've always thought that writing down things would be silly but it surprisingly worked very well. I didn't have a specific point in what i was writing which made it easier because i wasn't explaining anything. Just writing anything that came to my mind. Random thoughts and just... writing flowed with my thoughts. Some of it didn't make sense but it felt good. In a way i was...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by strongmelanie
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All wrapped up in a ball and chain, Trying to escape this horrible pain, Maybe I'm not trying hard enough, But I'm scared of change, When things feel better you would think I smile, Instead I feel empty because I'm so used to pain, There does'nt seem to be a happy place for me, I move forward but still feel sad.
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by strongmelanie
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Tonight was the night I fucken exploded. I could'nt take no more. I'm tired and not taking care of myself. I feel like a slave in my home. Always cleaning, cooking doing the whole house thing. Never anytime for me. I'm falling apart, I look and feel like shit. I walked out, told everyone I'm on strike. I told my husband and teenage daughter to fend for themselves and take care of the babies. I'm back right now, had to deal with a few things before the babies went to ...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by paulam
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Today my nephew James was hospitalised with suspected swine flu. As some of you know, he suffers with Cystic Fibrosis which is already attacking his respiratory system. There were a couple of suspect cases at his school, but by the time the school contacted his mum, my sister, he had already been in contact with the 2 kids involved. So today they ran tests to find out what is wrong and the results will be back tomorrow afternoon. Needless to say the whole family is frantic with worry, he ...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by swissmiss
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I've been with my boyfriend for two months now, and it's going great. It's going great and i really like him, there is just one thing, he doesnt know that I've been rapped... I would really like to tell him because it is an important part of my life and if he is going to be part of my life he should know. He isn't in town for another month, but when he comes back I don't know how to tell him... What do I do? How do I tell him?
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by paulam
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My dear and precious PWP friends, I feel compelled to write this post in an effort to try to calm a situation that is causing some conflict on the board. I see a lot of differing opinions about the Michael Jackson tribute piece, and I just feel that it is unnecessary for it to be causing bad feeling amongst us. I have personally decided to not get involved in adding a dot. I respect David and his work very much , and I am proud to be part of this survivor project. ...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by jackieos49
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I'm really concerned here have one group of Survivors but I want everyone to be more Victorious ones.Where we win this battle.Where the one's that are going threw the,hurt,rape,pain ,and some of us on a daily basis is still ,being rape,abused,hurt,pain,and some resulting in death.Where does this stop,it must go away.I plead with the one's that can lock their abuser up,and get them help,or a reality check,they have done all they can do to you,they have totally ripped your spiri...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by wichkid
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I got angry recently when I read a message on here. My response was written out of that anger, and I should have been more tactful. I usually don't write when I'm angry because it comes out wrong and innapropriate. I'm sorry. Kevin
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by strugglinghealinghopeing
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Hi everyone, I have a friend on here that needs prayer, she went into the hospital last night , and she is staying for a while. I hope she isnt in there too long , but god knows whats best. Thanks for all prayers, ill keep you updated if i can :) KayLee * hugs to all *
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by silenceisdeadly
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I blocked my abuse from my mind up until last year when I began remembering everything. But this week I've been worrying about my brother coming and everything and im remembering more things he did to me that are much more recent... is that normal? Did it really happen? Or am i making it up in my head cuz im worried?
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by TRUCK21
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I'm a supporter but this I wish to bring up.. College can be fun then its hellish (depending on where you go to). I never went there since I would never "fit in" -- I love trucks, workin' on 'em, and fighting fires and all that fun stuff. Good things about college: -learn new stuff -meet new friends -advancing career -lots of fields to choose from ..then its reversed when alcohol and the whole beer issue comes to mind in 99.9% of college parties. ...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by Alone
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Facing seasonal triggers right now. They are debilitating and extremely depressing. Please tell me they get a little better with time?
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by bump11
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well my dad gets us for 14 days extra in a year, and he's goign to take us for 7 days in half a month.......i'm extremely nervous because i know he'll explode. i'm just sure. and he's so unpredictable when he's angry......he could hurt us.....bad. i'm really in alot of stress at the moment. top that with my normal stress, constant depression (which is getting better, btw. :}), my normal confusion, dealing with being sexually abused and going ...
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Posted 4 year(s) ago by faithfuljesusfreak
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How do you help someone who doesn't take your friendship/relationship seriously? How do you help someone who is sitting right beside you thinking about suicide and you didn't even know this was the case until much later? How do you handle finding out that someone you know and care about deeply can only think about the pain he/she is going through? How do you keep from going crazy yourself when the only thing you see and hear is how bad the other person has it? How do you have an op...
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Posted 4 year(s) ago by Lostintranslation
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Has anyone heard from hidingthepain? My heart is breaking, I am sick to my stomach. I am so afraid another soul has been lost to the darkness that this wretched abuse entangles us in. I almost can't think, can't function because I am always checking this site to see if she has logged on. What do we do when this happens? What do we do when we lose one of our own? I can't get stuck in fear, I can't. It scares me. It scares me for her, it scares me for all of those hurting, ...
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Posted 4 year(s) ago by SilentMe
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So as my previous message stated, I was sexually abused by a family member on my dad's side. Well, now that I'm thinking about it, after I took that self-defense class last Sunday my mom and I started talking about the different types of rapists we had just learned about, etc. and all of the sudden she said, "I swear that's what happened to my uncle." Apparently when he was going to school (I believe it was a Catholic school, although I really don't think that way a...
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Posted 4 year(s) ago by zifadedoda
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Hey guys...has anyone heard from mayasofia lately? She was in a pretty bad way last time we emailed and i've sent inquiries to her as to her well being and i've not heard from her. She so incredibly sweet and young and i'm getting concerned. If anyone has heard from her lately...please message me and let me know. thanks... peace and love barbara
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