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Posted 4 month(s) ago by Meme
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Today I am going to talk to a police officer about the abuse. Im honestly dreading every second thats creeping slowly by today. I dont even know how to dress for this and i dont want it to be like interrogation style. It seems like im ganna wake up any second and this is all going to be a weird nightmare. things are just so odd right now. I feel so sick. I dont even know anymore....
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Posted 4 month(s) ago by Iluv2smile
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I know I haven't been on here awhile I just want to say happy new year and see how everyone is doing take care
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Posted 1 year(s) ago by Amel
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I need prayers for strength, if anyone here prays, please pray for me. love
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Posted 1 year(s) ago by Amel
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I feel so isolated and alone.i can't do this anymore it's so hard, i need support i need friends and i need understanding and love.
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Posted 1 year(s) ago by Rayna
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I had my baby daughter 3 months ago...im suffering from postpartum blues, but its gotten much better as time goes by. thankfully i havent done anything that could or would hurt my child. i have a couple of supportive friends that really helped when i needed it. my daughter looks alot like the guy who hurt me. because of that i've been having nightmares again. People always say she is so cute and adorable...then they ask where's the father. i never respond i jus walk away. it makes ...
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Posted 1 year(s) ago by Sydnei94
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Well...... the holidays came quickly. To me it really doesn't seem like Christmas is less than 2 weeks away. I thought I was gone be all in the holdiay cheerful spirit. But, wow. And I'm not the only one, either. All of my friends and family feel the same way. I guess it's the weather that's doing that, cuz it's been rainy alot. It snowed a few times, but not enough to add to the Christmas mood. The holidays came so quickly that no one can even get into the spirit...
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Posted 1 year(s) ago by Sydnei94
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So somehing crazy is going on. Missed period, stomach aches, going to the bathroom 24/7, and I been super tired lately! Confused! I know I'm not pregnant! Can't be! I haven't had sex in months! WTF?!?!
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Posted 1 year(s) ago by Alexander2010
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Well, everything's going great. I have been in Florida for about a over two months now, and I'm doing great. I'm away from my dad, I haven't seen my aunt in years, and I've stopped having so many flashbacks of her. I still think about my dad all of the time, but this place is for sexual abuse, not physical violence. Having split personalities gets extremely confusing, especially since my best friend is dating one of them. But other than that, everything's ...
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Posted 2 year(s) ago by discoveringthenewme
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Wow, so I have been away from this site for months and just now realized it. Things are going alright. I guess what made me come back was just a general question to other survivors; are there songs that take you back to that time period? I was listening to a playlist and a song came on and my stomach dropped like I was on a rollercoaster and now I just feel sick. It was a rush of so many different emotions all at once; like I ran into a wall. My assault was over 3 years ago now and I gu...
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Posted 2 year(s) ago by Sonic
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I don't know if I did the right thing but I'm definitely feeling better. I've recently moved to another country and I've been here for almost 3 weeks. It's been difficult to adjust to a different culture and different rythms in life but I've done it. Things have also got better, as I no longer suffer from depression and I don't fear my greatest enemy any more: the dark. I've had a difficult experience with the light switched off and in my old countr...
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Posted 2 year(s) ago by marfafilms
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I have a little blog that I update from time to time, and I wrote an entry about PWP in it when I first joined back in early 2009. I finally got internet on my computer this past Thursday, so now I can take time and update things like I want. I'm wanting to update the blog. One of the things I want to include is the number of members on the site and say "as of [insert whatever date I post it]...". I went to the Browse Members page, and I saw this (copied and pasted): ...
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Posted 2 year(s) ago by Alexander2010
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Well, I have a job. As promised, I said I would have a job after Christmas. It took almost a month to get here, but I have one. I work at McDonalds...I believe. I was called last week, and I start today at 3:30. Hopefully I get the hours I need so I can get the money to get a vehicle, and then a place of my own. Things are getting...better? My best friend is coming up from Florida sometime next month to see me for my birthday. I'm excited about that, but she will have no place to ...
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Posted 2 year(s) ago by gabriella
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How do I come to terms with what happened? As I sit here and just think about what happened. It hits me like a knife striking my skin. I can come to terms with most of it. But I can’t come to terms with that. It’s the one thing I hoped wouldn’t happen. Then when it did. I was so scared worried. What would happen now? ...
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Posted 2 year(s) ago by Tayla
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The other day i went to a party the first one since what had happened. And i was in control for the first time since it happened. For that night i was in control with how much i drank and everything i forgot though i frgot about it and i had control of what i felt its similar to the way i feel when i cut. i think i found a new way to cope
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Posted 2 year(s) ago by GamerGirl09
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for the last 7 years i've had to pretend that i've never spoke out about what happened to me. i've had to sit back in confusion about the fact that i DID but i've got so many questions as to why i never actually had anything done about it. I remember the police being involved and i got a letter one day saying i could appear in court to make a statement but i never seen the letter after my mum took it to have a look at i. my guess. she either binned it or just told t...
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Posted 2 year(s) ago by wondergirl
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Hey everyone. You can stop worrying bout my overdose. I did end up pretty bad so is a good thing my sis called an ambulance. Ive only just got off the different drips and things they gave me to reverse the effects. Im currently waiting for an available bed in the acute mental health ward. Thanks for all your concern but im alrite. So u can stop worrying. Its real hard to contact from hospital so il chat more wen i am released
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Posted 2 year(s) ago by DavidIlan
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I have tried over and over again for a long time to get rid of the spam on PWP. The people who have been doing it are very smart and get around the security systems. They use different email addresses and different computers (IP addresses) all over China. The only way to block the spam is to block China entirely. Unfortunately that is what I had to do. From now on nobody from China will be able to access the site. Please let me know if you still see spam on the site. Thank you.
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Posted 2 year(s) ago by jannehelen
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I have taken notice of people coming in and feeling distressed and want help, but don't know where to go. I have staied at Crisis center in my town and they kept me safe. The staff there is very understanding. It is the midle way of getting out from the place you are trapped at and get help onwards to get your own safe place to live at. Search the web for local centers in your area. Phone them up, write to them or just turn up at their door too is posible. Should be for both women an...
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Posted 2 year(s) ago by wouldyoulikeahug
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Please can everyone click on contact at the top and send a message asking David Ilan to ban the users and delete the spam. I find it very upsetting and intrusive :( Thank you!
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Posted 2 year(s) ago by scars12
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I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who shared supporting words over the last few months. My last message was short and I was very defeated but the kind words do help. So thank you!
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A severed child-?" said someone, and the way he stopped showed that he knew this was something that shouldn't have been voiced. There was an intense silence. Then Lord Asriel said calmly, "An entire child. Which, given the nature of Dust, is precisely the point, is it not?" No one spoke for several seconds. Then came the voice of the Chaplain. "Ah," he said, like a thirsty man who, having just drunk deeply, puts down the glass to let out the breath he has held while drinking. "And t...
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All right, I do," she said. "Everyone knows they get up to something secret. They have a ritual or something. And I just wanted to know what it was." "It's none of your business! Nike air force If they want to enjoy their little secrets you should just feel superior and let them get on with it. Hiding and spying is for silly children." "Exactly what I adidas shoes knew you'd say. Now stop nagging." The two of them sat in silence for a while, Lyra uncomfortable on the h...
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Posted 2 year(s) ago by SarahElizabeth
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I am sorry... I found this diary entry from about 3 years ago; I am in tears as I read it... It goes as follows.. ".... I must come to terms with what he is doing to me; I deserve this. I am a whore. He is right-this is my fault. He has ever right to do this to me. I am a dirty slut. I am worth nothing more than the lowest piece of scum on this planet...not even that-I am worth nothing. I do not deserve basic human rights, I do not deserve food nor water. I must deprive mys...
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Posted 2 year(s) ago by onemoreday
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I seem to be an intelligent person, at least I would like to think so. My IQ is like 138. My GPA is a 3.8. I've said that to say this. I CANNOT FORM A FREAKING SENTENCE ANYMORE. I caught myself having issues spelling the word what today. It has 4 freaking letters!!! I could read before going to head start and I cannot spell a simple word like what? WTF? I cannot gather thoughts anymore. Sometimes I think it would just be easier to stop trying.&n...
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Posted 2 year(s) ago by noonecares
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lulu playing
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Posted 2 year(s) ago by noonecares
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this is fifi
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Posted 2 year(s) ago by noonecares
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this is shadow
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Posted 2 year(s) ago by noonecares
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this is lulu
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Posted 2 year(s) ago by noonecares
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this is fluffy, sheba sister
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Posted 2 year(s) ago by noonecares
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this is my cat sheba
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Posted 2 year(s) ago by marfafilms
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To give you an idea of how small the area was I was at and had the panick attack, just look at this. Here is the Google Streeview of where this was held at. The blue thing to the left side is the pavilion I took refuse at. (if all you see is code, click here ). There were over 200 people cramed into that small building. width="700" height="394" frameborder="0" scrolling="no" marginheight="0" marginwidth="0" src="http://maps.google.com/maps?f=q&source=embed&hl=en&geocode=&q=Nort...
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Posted 2 year(s) ago by KL
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So I know I haven't written in a while and I don't really expect anyone to leave any comments or even read this entry, but I had to get it out there. I've talked about it with my best friend, my mom and my sister but I can't seem to be able to talk to my boyfriend about it. It's weird, he's usually the first person I go to with this stuff but it's harder than everything else I've ever had to deal with. So I know I never actually to...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by Nayomi
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Today I want to talk. Doesn't happen every day, and to be honest it doesnt even matter if there is anyone out there to read it, I'm just talking. So it's Sunday again today. My least faveorite day of the week. Not because that was when it all happened, not because it has any special significance, but just because nothing can ever go back to the way it was before. Sunday is the day that the mask slips and you might actually catch a glimpse of me ...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by wichkid
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I know a few people have been concerned because I disappeared from this site, I wanted to appologize and explain. I have been having a rough time lately trying to deal with some financial problems, and I found myself unable to concintrate when my friends here were asking for help or advise. I felt it was unfair to offer help and not be able to follow through, so I took a leave from the site. I realize I should have explained this when I left, but as I said, I couldn't concintrate. I&...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by mandee32
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I would like to caution all new members who are here to harass our PWP users as a result of the recent posting on The False Rape Society site / blog. I caution that you are being monitored closely by site admin and will be reported directly to David Ilan for his review. If he decides to take legal action on behalf of himself or the members on this site that anything you do on this site could be considered in this action. Otherwise I wish all new me...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by mandee32
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Hi Everyone, I want to assure you that new users will be carefully monitored in the up and coming weeks. I'm sending out this warning as we have had some harassment and even a death threat to David Ilan from a site called... " False Rape Society". There is a message from one of the readers / supporters on that site encouraging people to join our site and express themselves inappropriately. Please report to me any users who are being abusive in any way or may be here a...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by marfafilms
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I was tryingto make this my facebook status, but apparently those things have 420 character limit. There is a story about three men walking down a beach who came across a lamp buried in the sand. They picked it up and began wiping it off. &nbs...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by mandee32
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I was told by a member today that I'm letting this job get to my head and that I've been way out of juristiction with my responses to concerns. Would all of you who have concerns please email david at admin@pointswithpurpose or message me directly with them and I will do my best to handle them with ethics and integrity. If they are about my conduct I will forward them directly to David Ilan for his immediate review and I will not retaliate in any...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by marfafilms
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[I've been going through my Blogger account even more since the other day. I have several I'd like to post here, but I'll space them out. The following was my very first blog. It was posted on 3 March 2009. As I did in the previous Blogger to PWP Entry, I'll edit it for grammer and facts. The link to the original blog is as follows: http://new-beginning-blog.blogspot.com/ ] New Beginning So this is my first Blog? Yes. W...
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Hi , I am Linda, a survivor. I am supporting survivor, sculptor and psychotherapist, Dr. Michael C. Irving who is asking survivors to share in his vision of an archive of stories of adversity and survival. These stories with an outline of a hand will be encased in bronze for centuries. You can help create a "Monumental" legacy by letting your HandPrint story join others inside the bronze figures of the " Reaching Out Child Abuse Monume...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by Litol
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I had a dream.I told my therapist about the dream.I dremt I was in a wilderness,in a scree,uphill in a forest and I could't find my way back.Suddenly I saw a little girl sitting on her knees far away on a level country,tundra-like.It was all white as moonlight and she was dressed in a white nightgown,all alone,spitting whitestuff,comming out of her mouth.Nobody could reach her.It seamed impossible to reach her even for me. I think I must go back and find her,find out what sh...
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I think its great to heal our wounds we can do that L@@K for the resources out there There is a lot of info out there You can find all sorts of information SURVIVORS MANUAL IS OUT THERE Just google it Find plenty of videos for new therapy for healing HEALTOFEEL.com
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HELLO TO YOU ALL I recently received an email that depicted boys in degrading pictures I went to the police with the email and was told it was not illegal since the child was not engaged in a sx act I was angry and furious at the thought that someone took this photo and circulated t on the internet I would like to know how this boy is doing Is he being abused at this moment ? It was an email stating the humour of how boys can get into trouble The one photo i...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by marfafilms
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I know that Wichkid posted an Entry explaining his screenname, so I figured I would explain mine (also, because a couple of people were asking what it meant). The first time I ever really used the internet was in 2003. I had used it a little in 2001, but wasn’t supposed to (got on while parents were gone lol). The very first thing I did online was create my first email account, which is still in use today ( crazyluzzr13@yahoo.com ). Back then, I created a new nickname for ever...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by marfafilms
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This is mainly just me rambling on about nothing. For all you Seinfeld fans, an alternate name for this is “An Entry about Nothing”. I am currently listening to Africa by Toto. It’s a rather sad song (in my mind). It makes me reminisce. About what, I don’t know. Music is one of the greatest things ever. This is such a beautiful song! Which reminds me! I once told Star, “Your laugh is the third most beautiful thing I have ever heard!” She said, “Aw...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by DavidIlan
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PWP members, I have always tried to stay out of everyone's business on here. I know that people react to horrible situations in life in different ways so it has been my policy not to interfere. I don't edit what people write... not for language or for content. Things have been running smoothly for a very long time on here. But the more members we get, the greater the chance of conflicting personalities. Remember, we come here from over 150 countries. We are different in every po...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by jackieos49
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My son went in to get wrinkles out of the shirt ,and he got more than the shirt hot,but kitty went round and round..No lie my kitty is better know but she decided the dryer isnt a place to sleep.smile and I'm Happy my kitty is still with me..Love you
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by Violet
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So I know, I posted on Friday that I'd be posted an absolute crap load of stuff on here about stuff.... I also realize, that hasn't exactly happened. I'm sorry to those that I got hopes up for this weekend for much ranting and raving by me (I know some of them can be quite funny) but due to unforseen circumstances that hasn't happened. I've had this killer headache for over 2 weeks now, to put it into perspective take a jack hammer put it beside your ear for 2 wee...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by marfafilms
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Eh... Noone noticed I was gone (obviously), but I just thought I should let everyone (or the three people who will/might read this) know that I am back on this site for the most part...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by strongmelanie
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My sister opened up the other day and told me she is having memories of our father abusing her. She told me these two that I still can't stop picturing in my head and laughing my ass off. You will most likely get this picture in yours as you read. I posted a entry on here awhile back about not having any privacy while in the bath. Well, one day my sister being around 13 years, was in the shower and heard a noise at the ajoining door from my parents closet to the bathroom. S...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by wichkid
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Hi ya'll. I'm sorry I haven't been on much the last couple weeks.Thought I'd let you know what happened. 2 weeks ago I got home late, as usual, from work and I was getting ready to retire. When I turned off the lights I tripped on something and fell. Our coffee table was a plate glass top and I went right through it. Needless to say, I was injured. My right leg is messed up a bit and healing slow.It hurts a lot.I'm still working every day, but the injury is really...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by deepblueeyes17
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Hello everyone, this is deepblueeyes17 I deleted my account over a month ago. I need to come out and say something. Please know that I am very sorry. I am a horrible person, I lied to all of you about everything. I don’t deserve to be alive but I need to apologize for wasting your time and using you all. I am so very sorry. You have all been through so much and I sat there and pretended to be like one of you because I am severely fucked up. I am so sorry. Brit, I am so sorry that I did...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by bap4527
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For years I have hated holidays, mostly because of my family. Now that I am a mom myself, I enjoy the holidays with my kids and husband. I still hate it though because of extended family. I hate that they treat me like shit for declining an invitation year after year because my rapist is there. It brings up all those old feeling. Betrayal at my family for inviting him- he took 2 years of my innocence, how could they include him just because he is family? I have calmly asked them to stop, the...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by Ria
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Tonight, I went and saw this speaker with a group of my friends and we ended up being late after driving 45 minutes to get there and we didn't get to sit all together we split up in to pairs. I ended up getting a seat in the front row in this small auditorium, awesome right. No not really. I sat there for like half the speach thinking to my self everyone in the room is stairing at me. I can feel them all looking at me judging me cause I am not dressed nice and my hair is messy. I w...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by sapphireprincess
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Hey guys. I have a presentation coming up in December for Texas State University representing sexual abuse survivors and their stories. We are grouping a selection of victim and survivor stories. All are welcomed!!! If you perfer for the story to be anonymous please let us know. If you are able to attach a photo with your story, please do so. For any questions or further details please check out www.livingasecret.com or submit stories to survivors@livingasecret.com Hugs. Tiff...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by marfafilms
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[just thought everyone could use a laugh] Vincent Van Gogh's girlfriend took the box from the man with a large bandage on his ear. Unwrapping it, she wondered if finally her dream of true love from this wild, crazy, artist had finally come to fruition. She lifted the lid, and there, sitting gently on a ball of white cotton, was the ear which Van Gogh had cut off himself to prove his love to this woman. Her heart melted, and she looked into his eyes, and said, "Oh, V...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by LisasSister
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I am not sure how to start a group. Can anyone help me?
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by sapphireprincess
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Please check out the new site. It's great for blogging and getting key information on abuse, where to get help, how to get help, ect. thanks for everyones supporrt. tiffani wampler www.livingasecret.com
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by Pianomanross
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I support David 100% in doing the Michael Jackson drawing. Even though I am survivor of childhood sexual abuse, I know that people are innocent until proven guilty. The fact that society deems otherwise has ruined the careers of 2 close friends of mine (both were innocent, by the way!) Because false accusations have the power to destroy innocent lives and careers, I, as a piano teacher, have had to take out liability insurance, set written policies about positioning stud...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by jackieos49
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Look I feel like I should post a web sight ,and some one that really cares,and dose it as a show where he can pull different people in to help.He really cares.Steve Wilkos show its online at any time you can watch the show ,and he dont back down and he will get you out and help.Love you check it out cause I know there are many going threw sexually being abused and its hurting me that it hurts you.I do Care.Love you.
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by littlegirlgone
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I read this news report, and I thought I would share it here if you hadn't seen it. What a brave, brave girl. http://www.cnn.com/2009/CRIME/09/25/texas.rape.victim/index.html?eref=rss_topstories
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by sapphireprincess
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I work with RAINN on the Speaker's Bureau ...I was excited to share my story with GMA...if you have time I'd love to share this with you. I can only hope our stories will reach someone else and give them hope. There is so much that goes on with being a sexual abuse survivor....the pain is very real and some of the hardest stuff to endure. But seeking help as soon as you can, is by far the best thing you can do to start the healing process. http://abcnews.go.com/GMA/mackenzie-ph...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by jackieos49
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My dad died on Tuesday and it really hurts the who trip was so messed,to only get worse.I don't know if you read my post about my brother and I going to S.C to see my dad.Birthday was sun 76.OK well he died ,and it has been the worst pain yet in my life.So I have meet great people on here ,and some are very special to me.There's is no grater pain in this world that with some times meds,counseling.We just have to say it's for me to be happy.It hurts to much to handle it your se...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by jackieos49
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My dad passed away this after noon.I'm asking every one here to remember we can go any time if you haven't seen are talked to any one they love are just care for ,please tell them you love them no matter what ,we all have a time and a place that will come,and we may not be able to tell them tomorrow that we love ,tomorrow may be to late..I LOVE EACH PERSON HERE NO MATTER WHAT AND I TRUELY MEAN THAT>>HUGS
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by Tigerlily
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Hi Can anyone tell me how I find a picture of a white rose to use for my profile???
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by mysteriousdreams
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so it has been about 2 weeks since i've been on this site. when i first signed up i was on pretty much every day. reading people's messages and at times placing comments on them. but then things started to get bad at my house and i was already depressed from that, so i avoided this site because i didnt want to view other people's thought and memories and experiences on a subject that is still very sensitive to me when i do think about it. but since im 21, almost 22 n...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by IwillSURVIVE
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I hope that through this site I will learn eventually that I can move on with my life and not live in this fear anymore.. I want to be able to love and live the way that I want to,, some people feel I wont love or live but I just feel I cant at the moment although I am trying so hard...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by nocomment
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i am eternally gratefull for everyone that has been so nice to me and to everyone that has been my friend i don't know what i would have done with out all of you. but this ends tonight i can't let my father and my uncles keep hurting me. everyone keeps telling me i need to get out of this situation but i learned along time ago that it would never happen. i am going to take the easy way out i am going to kill myself tonight before they can.i am going to take a whole bottle of asp...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by LindsayMiller
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Hey guys, I'm going to try on this site again even though when it comes to this website, I feel that it is somewhat of a sacred place for me, so me doing the kind of "advertising" of my music and stuff, I don't feel appropriate doing here. Even if my music is a HUGE part of my healing journey, as it centres around my sexual abuse, and my feelings towards it. I held a Child Abuse Awareness Event back in April, and I planned it all by myself and held the funraising events for ...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by LindsayMiller
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Hey guys, so when it comes to this webiste, I feel that it is somewhat of a sacred place for me, so me doing the kind of "advertising" of my music and stuff, I don't feel appropriate doing here. Even if my music is a HUGE part of my healing journey, as it centres around my sexual abuse, and my feelings towards it. But I held a Child Abuse Awareness Event back in April, and I planned it all by myself and held the funraising events for it and everything. Well this year, My Goddess has...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by wichkid
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I am so impressed with PWP that I feel we need to get the word out even more to invite people to join us. With that in mind I have posted a video on youtube. I would like your opinion as to whether this video will be effective. I am posting the address here . If you like please watch the video and let me know if you think it will help.Thanks. Kevin http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k0Fj-qMljwg
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by mysteriousdreams
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i see some people on this site actually talking about the abuse that they have suffered. saying some of the things that happened. i applaud them for that. it takes so much strength to do so. but for me, even though i go about life like it doesn't bother me, perhaps it bothers me more than i think. for one, i cannot write or talk about what happened. i think i might have done it once, but i dont think that paper is around anymore. and i think perhaps i might have told one or two peop...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by zifadedoda
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Hello my angels...just a short note to let you guys know that i'm still alive and finally have internet again...plus...drum roll...a brand new computer!!!! It's really different from my old one so i'm just learning about it. I would love to hang out here all day and catch up with my friends and meet new ones but my daughter n law has hurt her knee and i am about to be babysitting while she goes to the doctor to find out if she is going to need surgery or nor..PRAY FOR NOT! i c...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by Guinevere1
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The day I've been waiting for finally came. My counsellor, Maureen, is very good. She helped me see that I am spending a tremendous amount of energy on my anger at my family, thinking about how to get them to own up to their responsibilities. I have been getting tired of all the one-sided fighting I've been doing. I mean, if they're not spending any time thinking about how to make it up to me, why should I be spending any time on it? I remember this feeling of - oh yeah, I ...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by strongmelanie
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I have decided to go on medication. I am a bomb ready to go off. I am a fricken roller coaster, up and down way too much, it is affecting my relationship with my husband and teenage daughter. I have major mood swings that I am tired of having, enough is enough, it's time to be going at a somewhat normal flow. This past going off have been so difficult for me, with all these new changes in my life , first of all being pregnant for 2 years one baby after another. To moving across Canada 2...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by Blueyedraven
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have you heard? we have a writer in our midst...hook up with Tan...an amazing woman...who has good news for one and all!!!! don't take my word for it though...just read her up coming book!!!!
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by zifadedoda
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Hello my pretties...just wanted to let you guys know that i've not abandoned this group. We went on vacation for a week...came home and the internet was down. My son got it hardwired for the time being but it is upstairs now and my health problems and steps do not mix well. Hopefully, all will be fixed this weekend. Anyway...please know that my heart and prayers have been with you even while i was away. I was stunned at the amount of new posts by new members when i signed on. To all ...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by DavidIlan
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I have some bad news. Twila's baby passed away today. Please leave notes on this entry or write her a message when you get a chance. I am on the phone with her right now. I asked her permission to share some of the details with you. Here is what happened. I have been communicating with Twila for a long time now. She is a very brave woman who was in an awful situation with her husband. She made the decision to leave her husband for her safety, the safety of her three ki...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by strugglinghealinghopeing
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Im back finally after the 2 weeks :) Phew it was a long 2 weeks , but it was totally worth it ! Thanks for all the comforting stratigies! They helped pleanty ! Im happy to be back , i miss ya'll TONS! KayLee xoxox
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by zifadedoda
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Many of you may not know but our sister Karyan , the one who started the music expressions group has had to leave pwp for reasons beyond her control. She started the music expressions group as a way for us to share how we use music to handle our myriad of emotions. She asked that i take care of and be in charge of the group for her. It was very important to her and let's face it..she was a wonderful supporter and friend to us all. Please check out the group and add your musi...
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by silenceisdeadly
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check it out http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VwQlpjuhVP8
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by paulam
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Hi everyone, just wanted to say how nice it is to be back with you all. I got back from my holiday in the States yesterday and I had a lovely time. It was fun travelling with my nephew. I hope you are all okay, I will catch up with everyone soon, and I want to welcome all the new people who joined since I left. Take good care, Its good to see you all again, Love and hugs, Paula
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by paulam
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HI, just wanted to let you know that I will be away for 2 weeks, I am going to the States on holiday, I will be staying with relatives, who are the most caring and supportive people in the world, I am so looking forward to going there. I will miss you guys so much, and I hope that you will all be okay, take good care, stay strong, bye for now , love and hugs, Paula
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Posted 3 year(s) ago by zifadedoda
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I am wondering is anyone else is having this problem. When i try to send notes, i can type the note and when i'm done, i can't get the thing to send. IT's like the computer won't stay in one spot long enough for me to hit enter...so if you are not getting messages...that's why...but i'll keep trying. peace and love z
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Posted 4 year(s) ago by ShatteredSoul
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Hello everyone! It's me again! I have been reading this wonderful book about being grateful, and how when you are kind and thankful, life pretty much rocks. I am trying to keep a positive outlook on my life right now, and I noticed that it takes more for me to get upset. I still have my off days (like today for example) so I am going to try to turn my mood around by writing 10 things I am happy about today. I would love to hear what everyone else is happy about too, give it a try, ...
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Posted 4 year(s) ago by hidingthepain
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I HAVE FINALLY CUT THROUGH ALL THE RED TAPE I HAVE PUT TOGETHER MY TAKE BACK THE NIGHT RALLY IT IS A MARCH FOR ALL SURVIVORS OF A SEXUAL CRIME IT IS TO BE HELD ON JUNE 28TH IN JOHNSON CITY TENNESSEE AND WILL START AT 3:30 I JUST GOT OUT OF COURT BOUT 30 MINUTES AGO AND GOT APPROVED FINALLY WE WILL BE HEARD WHEREEVER WE GO HOWEVER WE DRESS NO MEANS NO AND YES MEANS YES PLEASE WISH ME LUCH AND KEEP US IN YOUR PRAYERS PEACE AND LOVE TO YOU ALL (HTP) HIDING THE PAIN
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Posted 4 year(s) ago by Violet
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It went surprisingly well. Thank god. There are no marks on my arms (well other than old marks that can't be gotten rid of but that's another story....) People basically avoided me if i told them to leave me alone. And happily so. My step brother wasn't even there...which is always a good thing for me. I never want to see him again!! As it happens this weekend was the weekend that I had my parenting class baby project. (those who don't know it's a doll t...
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Posted 4 year(s) ago by Diana A
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FYI, if anyone sends me a message: for some reason I'm not getting any of them. i'll try to troubleshoot later, but i have no idea why i am not getting them. just wanted ya'll to know so you don't think i'm not responding by choice
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Posted 4 year(s) ago by Diana A
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My favorite Angela Shelton video. I use this quite a bit. It's dorky and silly, but it really works. Check it out. http://survivormanual.blogspot.com/2007/12/how-do-you-wash-old-thought-patterns.html http://survivormanual.blogspot.com/2007/11/holding-your-inner-child.html
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Posted 4 year(s) ago by hidingthepain
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MY DOCTOR TOLD ME THIS MORNING THAT THERE IS AN EXPERIMENTAL SURGERY THAT THEY CAN PERFORM ON ME TO TRY AND REMOVE THE MASSIVE TUMOR IN MY BRAIN.THERE IS A GOOD CHANCE I WILL DIE BUT THE DOCTOR SEEMS TO BE VERY CONFIDENT THAT IT WILL BE A SUCCESS IF IT IS THEN THEY WILL HAVE GOTTEN THE WHOLE TUMOR AND I WILL HAVE A SECOND CHANCE AT LIVE IF THE SURGERY IS NOT SUCCESSFUL THEN I STILL HAVE ONLY 5 OR SIX MONTHS TO LIVE THE DOCTOR HAS GIVEN MY 24 HOURS TO THINK ABOUT AND D...
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Posted 4 year(s) ago by zifadedoda
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To all my sister and brother survivors and to all those who are so Wonderful to support us... I ask that you all join me in my prayer that the meeting Mandee has to attend goes her way. The way the Canadian Childrens' Services folks up there are just amazingly dense it seems. Mandee is our sister here and is a very very important part of our family here. She needs us at this time and all we can do is pray. Thank you to our supporters for ...well for your kind support! You supporters ...
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Posted 4 year(s) ago by here2stay44
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hey guys im sorry but i cant come on here any more. My stepmom is paraniod... she says she doesnt like this web site. idk. but i have to listen to her rules. sooo if u guys wnt to talk to me you can IM or email me at twins4life1014@aol.com or nyylvr1014@yahoo.com thanks... ttyl...
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Posted 4 year(s) ago by tamd38
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First off I would like to say that the Portait is looking Magnificient, and the model should feel well reinvented so to speak. Now onto the hard subject. zzzzzzzzi recently found old pictures of myself with my grandfather. I keep staring at them wondering how he hecould be 3 separate people all wrapped into one packaged neat person. I loved him with all my heart and what did it get me? It seems to be that way with every man I meet...
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Posted 4 year(s) ago by zifadedoda
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To all my sweet angels aka survivors.... I WANT TO TAKE THIS TIME TO TELL YOU HOW VERY MUCH I LOVE AND NEED YOU ALL. YOU GUYS HAVE GIVEN ME MORE THAN I COULD EVER REPAY! ALL OF YOU HAVE BECOME LIKE MY OWN SISTERS AND YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH THAT MEANS! TO OUR ARTIST AND ALL THE SUPPORTERS... GOD HAS A SPECIAL STAR FOR YOUR CROWN AND YOU HAVE THE LOVE OF EVERYONE HERE! THANK YOU!! AND TO EACH OF YOU..................... HAPP...
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Posted 4 year(s) ago by yungmumms
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sometimes i dont know what to do with myself, others im so busy that i dont even have time to think (comes with the mommy territory) more often than not i find that i have to keep thinking so that my mind doesnt drift back there . sometimes i could swear that my subconcience is trying to self destruct. i always worry that the very worst is going to happen even when it sounds crazy. does that make me crazy? my mom tells me that its because im a mom and most moms can see bad things coming ...
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Posted 4 year(s) ago by faithfuljesusfreak
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I just wanted to let everyone know that I am alive and well. I may have my struggles once and again but I know that there is always a brighter tomorrow. I just wanted to let everyone know that all of you will be in my prayers. I thank you for all of your encouraging words and advice. I will continue to come on here occassionally. I will try to keep you all updated once in a while. I am going strong with each and every day that passes.
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Posted 4 year(s) ago by Diana A
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Saturday, April 11— Chalk Fest -- 12:00 – 5:00 p.m. Centennial Olympic Park, International Boulevard, 14 th Street Entrance Join us as we play in the sun and draw on the bricks in Centennial Park. ChalkFest is a fundraiser for Safe Girls. Watch as art is created, or come and create your own! There will be bubbles and games for the kids. Free. $25 donation affords the opportunity to create your own art. All proceeds go toward Camp CADI and Safe Girls. All a...
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Posted 4 year(s) ago by faithfuljesusfreak
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If you do not hear from me once in a while, just know that I am ok. I have to use the public library's computer so I will not be on here all the time. Once again I will be ok. I just have to work around my work schedule and the library's hours. God is with me, and He keeps me going. I know that with Him there is always hope. Take care I will get back on here just as soon as I can. I just wanted you guys to know because I saw how much you all cared about hiding the pain. I am thankf...
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Posted 4 year(s) ago by sunflowerintherain
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I. Am. Scared There I said it. But I am not going to let that stop me from continuing on with the mission that I have become very passionate about. After my assault I became very passionate about increasing awareness of sexual assault on college campuses (because that is where I was assaulted). Here I am looking at the month before my biggest project to date, organizing a sexual assault awareness rally to kick off a new program on campus to raise awareness, an...
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Posted 4 year(s) ago by lindy
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thankyou lostintranslation,my husband is training to be a lay preacher for the methodist church,i still stand beside him although im not sure of my faith at the moment.i want to believe still but i find it very difficult,i do go to church in the hope the spark i once had will light up my life again.i do find it difficult though.lindy.
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